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My Experiences
By Mark John Harper



From April to June 2002, I believe I had contact with something not of this world, but not so much in a physical sense, more like telepathy.

But I believe more than one faction was in my head.


I received many messages that confused me. (Below is a partial list)

1. Look towards Orions belt for a sign.

2. Do not be afraid of something that means you no harm.

3. There are good ETs and evil ETs.

4. We must stop the destruction to Earths ecosystems and use clean and renewable energy.

5. Earth will end up just like Mars one day if we do not change the path weīre on.

6. The worst natural disasters in recorded human history are coming.

7. Protect your money - all electronic wealth may be lost.

8. Listen to certain music for strength in the days to come.

(Music has always had a powerful mood setting affect on me.)

During this time, my cats were also freaking out, roaming the apt and wailing.

I also felt an urge to warn people of impending ecological disasters if we continue on the path we are on and Iīd get goosebumps and feel strange charges like going thru my body.

I began posting these feelings of environmental doom and messages on my freeware website (puppsfreestuff.com - was a porn site for a year after the evil ones bought it out from under me, now it redirects to Amazon.com) which I had created in order to provide a safe place for everyone to gather up the best free software and games that would be virus free, spyware free, with no set-up files to modify their computers, and my website would not try and remotely access their computers either.

(Perhaps I was working for THEM since games are part of the distraction)

I was constantly distracted by my neighbors as well as many Jews (I have been surrounded by those who claim to be Jews and those with blue eyes since I can remember) - and my brain seemed to be working on overdrive.

My memory was incredible and I felt extremely good physically. My body fat was really low and I felt extremely strong too.

But just as I seemed to be on the right track, more messages flooded my head.

It was like each day lasted for the longest time, almost as if time had slowed down for me.

I was performing well beyond my normal capacity and I knew something wasnīt quite right.

Around June 2002, I began receiving what I perceive to be NEW messages, not the same as the ones earlier.

These messages were like a voice, strong and totally clear.

It sounded just like the voice of my neighbor upstairs. He's a nice man and has brown eyes, but my instincts tell me something is not quite right. He called me a coward after I snapped out of the mind controlled state I was in.

This voice told me to read the Bible, particularly the words in RED.

The voice told me I was king of kings, the uncrowned king and claimed to be from the God of Abraham.

(Talk about mind blowing!)

Now mind you, I have never been religious, I have always believed the bible is a manmade creation to control the masses with some possible truths as parts of it come from ancient texts.

As I read the bible, those words in RED, it started to mess me up...my eyes became blurry as if glazed over. I was totally subjective and would do whatever you told me.

Almost as if hypnotized.

On June 3rd 2002, I took an 8 hour walk to my former public grade school which I attended 30 years prior to make an online report of the conditions there.

I had been writing short commentaries on how our tax dollars are wasted and wanted to see how the billions from Calif lotto had improved the schools since I had been there.

It was about a 20 mile walk in the heat of summer.

I have a bad back and have never walked that far in all my life!

I started my trek to Langdon Ave Elementary in Sepulveda California at about 8 AM in the morning and arrived about 11 AM and what I saw there startled me.

My teacher from 5th grade was still there.
(R Groesse)

30 years later, she looked just as young as she did when I was there and she had bright blue eyes.

And although she didnīt seem to recall me, I remember her as I remember almost every person who has touched me in my lifetime.

She had a worried look on her face as I told her I was there to make a report on the conditions of the schools.

She made sure I didnīt have a camera, I assured her I did not. I signed in and entered the playground with her.

There were no longer any large trees on the grounds and I didnīt recall seeing any of the apparatus that was there from my day. No monkey bars, rings, handball court etc.

Just a bunch of trailers for more classrooms.

Upon observing the children, there was not a single white kid in sight.

All the kids were dark skinned and appeared scared and huddled together in a mass.

Even in my trance like state, my instincts told me something wasnīt right and I wanted to get out of there as soon as possible.

It reminded me of something out of a sci-fi movie and looked like a genetic breeding pool.

I walked many miles that day with no food or water cept for a drink from someones hose.

I almost collapsed at Lindley and Victory and called one of my jewish aquaintances who had initially paid for my freeware site registration and hosting (yet refused to renew it) and he came and picked me up in his leather seated Lexus.

He monitored my former freeware website almost daily, and would tell me to remove things I posted. Such as info on ancient civilizations or stuff I posted about Mars. He said take that stuff off.

He was adamant that I remove many things and like an obediant dog, I complied.

I got back home and had some strawberries and water and felt fine.

Then I started noticing how most of my neighbors also had blue eyes and so did strangers in the local shopping mall.

And how many of them looked like walking apemen.

Some of the men would look very similar to one another, almost as if from the same mold.

Some of their eyes actually lit up like there was a light source in their skulls -that part freaked me out - and some of them would tilt up their sunglasses to reveal their bright baby blues to me, which would tend to startle me, but I would pretend not to notice.

As the days passed, I felt stranger and stranger as if a battle was raging for my soul.

If youīve ever heard the song by Kansas, "Carry on my Wayward Son" that is how I felt.

And the more I listened to that song which played quite often on the radio, the stranger I felt.

Body pulsing, almost rythmic..as if on an ocean.

hereīs some words from the song that really struck me as too surreal...

"Masquerading as a man with a reason, my charade is the event of the season.

and if I claim to be a wise man, it surely means that I donīt know.

On a stormy sea of moving emotion, tossed about Iīm like a ship on the ocean.

I hear the voices when Iīm dreaming,
I can hear them say...Carry on My wayward son...
thereīll be peace when you are done....
lay your weary head to rest...don't you cry no more."

Needless to say, as I just typed those words, My body got the chills all up my spine.

Anyways... I continued to read the bible daily, specifically the words in RED and was told to read on June 19th as it was an important day.

I learned many months later that was the day of the summer solstice.

People in wheelchairs and other physical ailments seemed to pop up all around me as did blind folks, all of whom I had rarely seen before.

Perhaps I was supposed to attempt to heal them? I did not feel like I have that ability so I never attempted to.

It was if I was being brainwashed to be something I am not. Groomed to be something.

I am just a man who cares about others and whatīs right. I am no better than some and perhaps better than others.

My gf pretended like everything was normal and two of my closest "friends" were both jews acted as if nothing was wrong.

One even asked me if I was reading the bible to myself or outloud, which I replied... "Outloud".

I also told him the God of Abraham was speaking to me.


To me one of the most important thing we have in our lives is our word and our honor.

Prior to all this weirdness happening to me, I had also posted on my website that Kingsford charcoal is deadly to us.

I noticed I became nauseous everytime I BBQd.

And I tried (publicly) to get people to switch their brand of cigs from chemical ones (like Marlboro) to non -chemical American Spirits.

Apparently I had hit a nerve as I began to think back.

I put the pieces together...

There are people here that thrive on those carbon gases.

Chemical Cigs, charcoal BBQ and emissions from cars, trucks, airplanes etc.

Read My Warning page of my website for my theories on the changing of the air.
http://www.mentalstimulation.com/pupp/warning.htm

I believe now that TPTB tried to make me think I was something I am not or drive me insane to keep me from speaking out about what I would eventually figure out.

I began to have the most horrible nightmares of my life. They were so real it frightened me.

I let my old freeware website expire and by the time I felt strong again, porn had bought my domain.

My Lexus driving jewish "friend" who called me almost daily, told me "Youīre not our savior".

I brought a 3.5 floppy to his home to make a print of Gods laws...I had written up New Laws for our generation.

he said to me "F**K God"

That really disturbed me. I thought Jews believed in God.

He doesnīt call me anymore. He gave me furniture, loaned me 3 thousand dollars, gave me my 21 inch monitor and I felt indebted to him and always defended jews when I saw anyone online say derrogatory things about them.

I stopped using my old AIM SN as I believe almost everyone that was in my life was not to be trusted. I had always been surrounded by so-called friends. Keeping me busy and occupying my time. Yet not thinking like I do, outside the box.

Before I lost my website, I posted links on it to http://www.rense.com and http://www.whatreallyhappened.com which both spoke out on Israeli artrocities and Jewish/Zionist power, which I was totally unaware of.

Perhaps I was a threat to THEM, TPTB and THEY used mind control tactics on me?

I do know that there was a good force around me and I still feel it today.

FLASHBACK: Before I began to actually hear a voice telling me to read the bible, I was posting things on my site such as....

Rome didnīt collapse, it just relocated to Europe then to N America. The evidence is in all the federal monuments and buildings as well as our old silver coins.

I was totally unaware of the occult symbolism in Wash DC.

Also, I was posting about the Sasquatch being real and please donīt kill one in the name of science.

I said "modern science sure isnīt very modern is it"?

and "The charade is almost over" - This was before I was listening to music.

I began to realize that many americans were not what they appeared to be.

Look at the physical bodies from old photos of early americans from around early 18th century.

Study eye color and hair color of the common man compared to those who end up in power positions.

The term "monkey suit" as a business suit has more meaning than you know.

As well as the short life spans of early americans, of course not the famous ones, they mostly lived to their 70s and beyond.

I began to realize that my neighbors here were playing a role in all of this.

I live in a low income jewish owned apt and was moved here by a jew.

Coincidence?

Not hardly...either one of two things...

I was being set up to be the lamb (as my mailman told me - we need a sacrificial lamb)

That really disturbed me...

Or I am something special...well I can tell you, I am just me. Nobody special, just a nice guy who has been demented and corrupted by many bad influences in his life.

And I have a gift of seeing thru the lies and deceptions. Which I am sure many of you do as well.

I believe my freewill has been taken from me at an early age via mind control and severe emotional and physical trauma as well as other things, like smoking pot, drugs and alcohol.

I was severely traumatized as a small child...beaten real bad by my alcoholic step father who was very religious. He also beat my mother, broke her nose twice, and also beat his own children.

He made us watch tv evangelist Rex Humbard every sunday as well as go to sunday school and church.

He knocked me unconscious many times... and you do see stars!

He died when I was 9, drank himself to death, but up until my teens I flinched when someone would raise their hand to their head.

Also, thru Jr high I was tormented by gangs of pale skinned hispanics who called me whiteboy although I had a much nicer tan than them. smileNew4.gif

I was sent to SF HS at about the 10 week point in 10th grade. I have an ID from Monroe HS and I had such a nice smile on my face... within weeks I had another one taken at San Fernando High and I look so sad.

One day I will scan them and post on my website so others can see what THEY can do to your spirit.

I also have two images taken of what appear to be something not of this physical world which I need to locate in my box of pictures and scan & post online.

I believe I have been surrounded by something unseen for many years.

Free Will may be ours but only when we are not poisoned or under attack from advanced technologies utilizing mind control methods or even drugs and alcohol.

Stay Sober and you Stay Strong!

During the time of summer solstice 2002 (earlier that year 7 planets aligned in western hemisphere-Iīm sure some of you know this) I was listening to music and it was like the words of songs were talking to me...very strange...

"after midnight, weīre gonna let it all hang out...let it all hang out...let it all hang out"

The song made my body almost vibrate and I knew there was a message there.

At 12:01 AM I was at my comp, as usual, and I heard a cop car tweak the siren for a milli sec.

I went outside to see, fully expecting to meet someone or something.

My upstairs neighbor also came down .(the one I now refer to as reptilian)

We ended up in an arguement over city trees that are causing sidewalks to bulge up.

I said itīs the cities fault for planting them and residents shouldnīt have to pay out of their own pockets for repairs.

He got loud and red in the face as he told me "You canīt fight city hall"

He was adamant in making me feel helpless, like I could do nothing.

At the time, I didnīt realize he was part of anything, just thought it was a coincidence.

But when his voice was the one in my head telling me to read the bible, it sure made me freak out.

What was their agenda? To silence me? Drive me insane?

Well, it almost worked. I avoided contact with people for many many weeks.

Then I signed up with various environmental groups and began sending letters to the president, govenor, my congressman, my senators regarding environmental destruction, deforestation, pollution, clean energy vehicles etc.

And he was right.

THEY (govt) basically laugh at us as we cannot change anything by our letters or even our protests, as the anti-war demonstrations proved - the largest antiwar demonstrations in history before a war had even begun.

What I hope more than anything is that those who have read these words will understand is that our govt is much more than they appear, and I think some of you are aware of that.

The veil is lifting and THEY are being exposed.

It also has to do with those who claim to be Jews and some blue eyed people who claim to be Mormons as well as those with Black eyes.

It has to do with the changing of our air and creating new hybrid humans that can survive with less oxygen.

For example, the wildfires (2003 in So Calif) are sucking up mass amounts of oxygen here and I feel fine even with all the smoke. Although I am several miles away from the nearest fire.

Earth has been invaded, and we live in the advanced races society like rats in a cage.

Hopefully, we WILL have divine help or our combined thoughts will create something special as we UNVEIL THEM.

I believe mind control weapons were used on me and others as well.

It prompted me to do tons of research into mind control and I posted what I have read on my mind control section of my website

Itīs like they want to drive you crazy by getting in your head.

During the summer of 2003, when I was "hearing things" I had only 7 channels on tv so I saw lotsa commercials - basically the tv was on behind me so I listened alot.

And Iīd hear this one commercial about this guy hearing voices and heīs pushing a swing, and needs to get on this new medication.

They called it schitzophrenia I believe...or dementia..I forget.

But man, It hit me afterwards when I thought back how many times that commercial played and the control THEY had over what I would receive on tv and for that matter the radio.

I know they were trying to mess with my head in a religious way.

THEY have been tampering with mans mind for many centuries. Creating gods or playing gods... itīs all the same to them so long as THEY have the power.

I think that what I was hearing in my head was not what youīd call GOOD aliens.

This was an actual voice, and it freaked me out.

I do believe there is a good race out there, just past the atmosphere.

I contribute the awakening I had to our environmental destruction and the lies and deceptions of 9/11 to this GOOD ET race.

I believe what is ruling the Earth today is evil.

Look how we are treating the planet, the poison in our foods.

Synthetic pharmaceutical medicines - when the natural counterparts would be much healthier for us.

Flouride in our water and toothpaste.

Drugs flowing into poor neighborhoods destroying peoples lives.

Toxic waste dumped into the lands and the water.

Raw sewage flows into our oceans lakes and rivers.

Cancer causing materials all around us.

Asbestos used widely as an insulation material when it was known to be hazardous hundreds of years ago.

Household cleaners that say "hazardous to humans and animals" on them. Then why would we produce and distribute stuff thatīs hazardous for us to use?

Weīre being blanketed by poisons every way we turn.

TV, movies and music creating a more violent attitude.

Weīre all just rats in a cage to what rules us.

And THEY have been doing it for many many centuries.

My hope is that others will see THEM for what THEY truly are and if enough of us are aware, maybe collectively we can make a change.

Flashback to 1995:

My mother died from a massive cardiac on 11/13/95 when I was age 33.
(do numbers have a symbolic meaning?)

She died right in front of me and it really sent me into a major alcoholic depression. I was sober when she died, I had quit drinking. I immediately started up again and didnīt stop for 5 years.

After she died, within 3 months I lost my job of ten years working for a bank as a locksmith/maintenance technician.

I was fired on Feb 14th for taking too much time off from work.

I lost my gas guzzling F-250 Ford, my home and my dogs. I really went downhill from there as my back went out on me.

I have been diagonosed with a bad back, spondylolesthesis - degenerated cartiledge in lower back possibly aggravated from 5 years of gymnastics competition and years of hard labor jobs.

(placed 2nd on still-rings in Los Angeles City in 1980)

Hereīs a pic of me on the rings.

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I had met a friend while playing poker with a neighbor and he was a chiropractor. He seemed to perform miracles on my back and got me mobile again. One thing though, he used interferrential electro-shock treatments on my lower back.

He hooked me up to these electrodes and jolted my muscles to stimulate them. It would leave me in a daze for many hours afterwards. My head would be in like a fog making it hard to think or concentrate.

He was also Jewish, a real nice man in my opinion. I really liked him. He died from a massive cardiac a couple years ago (10/19) on the way to the hospital from his apt. His younger brother is the one who moved me into this apt in 1998. We were all neighbors.


There is more to tell and in time I will try and put it into words.




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Posted: Apr 25 2004, 03:13 AM
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I am glad to see you post it here PuPP! Lot of good information in there. smile.gif


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Posted: Apr 25 2004, 05:46 AM
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Great Post PuPP! Thanks for taking the time to tell your story


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Posted: Apr 25 2004, 06:39 AM
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Thank you Whisper and Ace.

Ace, in the Cell Phone and Cancer thread you said you found the cure for cancer was eating rotten meat.

You can't be serious?




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I was teasing, But I did hear of a guy who had inoperable stomach cancer and he cured it with rotted meat. an Indian tribe tought him! hehe so maybe there is something to it!




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Oops that was me ^


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Hello Pupp.
Dementia is when you lose your memory. Schizophrenia is a thought disorder which is genrally caused by a chemical imbalance within the brain. Some people get it as a result of lack of oxygen during birth. Sometimes it is a genetic result... meaning others have it in the family as well and it is passed along. Most of the ones I personally know had somekind of birth trauma.

People who are schizophrenic tend to think that their TV is talking to them and they also hallucinate. My son, age 36, has a schizoid personality disorder and my sister is labled that as well. Although her brain tauma was related to being exposed to too much oxygen in an incubator for six weeks after birth. She had only wieghed 4 pounds.

Surprisingly, both have red hair and blue eyes. No one is Jewish.

Just thought I would add this so you can compare info.

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Posted: Apr 25 2004, 04:55 PM
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Makani, thank you for your input.

you said...

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People who are schizophrenic tend to think that their TV is talking to them and they also hallucinate.


Well in 2002, that was me. But not before, and not since then.

To be honest, I was expecting a large UFO or craft to appear but I never saw it.

I'm still trying to figure out what happened to me and why.

I really appreciate your input, thank you.




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Posted: Jun 16 2004, 01:45 PM
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bumped for BJ and anyone else who wants to know why I created my current website and this forum and some insight to what I've been through.

Yes, I am a mental case and I gotz my very own straight jacket.

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DAMN IT! All these good threads at one time. Thank God they're all in one place. It does lengthen the stay time though. biggrin.gif




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wow...am printing as i type
some random thoughts tho...
i had one DES hormone shot to suppress lactation in 1970...
by 1974, two OB/GYNs informed me i had stage 2 cervix cancer.
they told me i needed a hysterectomy..
i said no !
they used dry ice and i had 2 kids at age 38 & 41...
anyway...
i got completely well by eating steaks and red meat every day !
[maybe the meat was better then...dunno]

have had a straight jacket on...while having the dts & in a padded psycho cell.
no fun...and really do not remember much...except dr tony tsitos, trying to get me to sign for electro shock treatment while in the height of dts !
i thought he was a swarm of snakes sitting across from me !
gads..
but...i had seen already what shock treatments do and i had programmed myself to never let them do that.

anyway...

read Heidi Hollis's "the secret war" book
tis about the good ets that will NOT land or be here...cause they do not want to get entrapped in this mad house.

i have also been told i have been telepathically met by them...
but..
i do not feel them anymore.

i have lots of trouble thinking and my memory goes zap pretty fast.

anyway...
my printer is done and will now read off line your experience !
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pupp...am still reading.
you sound like you tapped into other dimensions...
you also sound like you are very sensitive to your environment and to all the chemicals
and that you are being monitored.
i found a book that blew my entire way of thinking...away.
yet...it clicked and made perfect sense.
tis received messages by natalia anna stansova.
"the earth-moon entity speaks"
published 1998 by american literary press, inc.
it is out of print
i found it at a used book store
it is available from amazon.com

ok...
i used to live in atlanta and many of my friends were jews then.
one was an orthodox med student...who i lived with.
till he attacked me and spit on me cause i was a "gentile" with blond hair and blue eyes...
his wife is now running for congress.

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Posted: Jun 16 2004, 03:19 PM
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nanA:

"you sound like you tapped into other dimensions...
you also sound like you are very sensitive to your environment and to all the chemicals"

Well, I'm really sensitive to most things. Emotionally too, my feelings could always easily be hurt by cruel school children as a youth and then on the internet as an adult.

I am grateful that there are no cruel people here.


nanA, I am still trying to understand what happened to me, but I do feel the goal was for me to shut down my awesome freeware site.

Possibly I was a threat to awaken more of the distracted people to the lies and deceptions we are being spoon fed.

Jews and those with blue and black eyes all played a role in this manipulation of my mind.

Hope you enjoy my experience, everything in it is the truth and there's more, but I am hesitant to add to it as it really drains me to type it out and relive the memories.




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  Posted: Jun 16 2004, 04:08 PM
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memories of the past...ditto about them being draining !!

best to just keep moving forward...
you are not alone !!

i was googling for orions belt and the southern cross...i do recall reading somewhere....something from the belt of orion being important.
see...mush mind kicks in and my stack of printouts and dusty books....and have not a clue what i should remember !

no matter

have faith.

i did find this instead...some uplifting words & that so many others are indeed wide awake to momma earth's plight !!

keep your life full of light.

http://dwij.org/forum/future_link/future6_linda.html

ol nanA...he he !
keep laughin and rebukin !


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Posted: Jun 16 2004, 04:38 PM
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nanA, from your link...

"There is a predestination doctrine known as the Two Spirit Theology, in which one's soul is said to be fated for all eternity, blessed or cursed as the result of a kind of angelic wrestling match between two of the 'Watcher' spirits: ... a Good Angel and an Evil Angel, who struggle for possession of your soul..."

David Flusser
Israeli Biblical Scholar
Commenting on Dead Sea Scrolls


I felt this battle raging inside me in 2002.... when it was over, I saw through the lies and deceptions of 9/11 and the lies used to wage war in the middle east.

I also became very aware of the plight of the Palestine people.





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