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Posted: Feb 13 2005, 09:42 AM
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I think of it sort of like a polygraph--the better you undertand yourself, the better a "baseline" you have. A better baseline makes it easier for you to spot when something's off and differentiate between what comes from within, and what comes from outside manipulation.


Very interesting analogy.........and the last sentence is right on, imo!!!!! I'm glad you decided to post........

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Seeing as how we're sharing dreams here, I've been wondering if anyone else has had dreams that they weren't in, or has any idea what it might mean?


I haven't had dreams that I wasn't in persay, but I have many dreams where I feel as if events are merely happening around me.......that is the basis for why I'm thinking on the whole social angle in dreams.........my involvement in a dream is more of the emotional impact or reaction to "events happening around me" and the strength of those particular emotions..........when I wake up from a dream, the first thing I do is attempt to find a real world similarity, meaning what real world event/action/anything comes to mind right after I recall the dream......this allows me to potentially center upon meanings or, at the very least, gives me more oppurtunity to reflect, which is never a bad thing. I find that I would rate my success rate fairly high.........but I can't account for personal bias yet!!!


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Everyone else on the plane began to look nervous, but I carried on, oblivious to whatever was frightenning them.


Shows me that you have acclimated to not responding to people, even when you are very aware of their presence(I could be wrong)




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I even had to chuckle a little in my dream, because the way he spoke positively REEKED of Holywood.


That is kind of the only thought I had regarding a dream in which the main charachter was not yourself.............T.V., Movies and various other forms of media have gotten people used to viewing storylines from other perspectives. The use of visual effects and sound effects are specifically designed to grab your attention and after a while they have been associated with a type of positive response, which is why we go back to the movies and anticipate physically the release of a particular movie that appeals as our favorite genre(this, of course, varies.)

The only other thought I have is the social aspect, but I hesitate with that because there are other reasons for dreaming the way we do.........plane dreams in this day and age could be resultant of 9/11 and as well could have been provoked by the association it has with the war on terror.........social impact being intertwined with your personal anxiety regarding events way beyond our control..........


Or it could be something else???

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Posted: Feb 14 2005, 09:04 AM
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Seeing as how we're sharing dreams here, I've been wondering if anyone else has had dreams that they weren't in, or has any idea what it might mean?

Hey Nightshade, I cannot recall any dreams where I was not myself off hand right now, but if I do, I'll be sure to share them.

Hey Sub Volitional, wow, we're keeping ya busy here.

Thanks for taking your time. You inspire me to write out more of my dreams.

Here's this mornings dream.

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2 Dreams.


1) Sexual dream during the night, early AM hours; trying to have sex with my gf but unsuccessful. It was so real, I could feel it... yes down there.
Sorry no more details for that one - hehehe

Early morning dream just before waking.

2) I'm sitting on the couch in our old house in Arleta that we rented from Mr. Reynolds with my half brother on my left and his blue eyed freckled skinned friend on my right.

(Note: this friend always brought the best smoke over to our house and tempted me with little tokes here and there and always said - "Moderation is the key".
But heck, I wanted to get stoned and bury myself so I didn't have to think about all the pain I had been through in my early childhood.
I've pretty much figured this out already....
The goal of the evil ones - traumatize the child, then feed them drugs and alcohol so their poor battered brain can try and forget the pain.)

Ok, back to the dream....

The conversation first started off as usual, with me shouting over my half brother, but he finally shut up and I was able to get my thoughts out.

I'm explaining to my brother the orgins of us on Earth. I tell him that both of our fathers are decendants of the new arrivals to earths surface as well as our grandmother on our mothers side. I tell him that our grandfather on our mothers side was an earth native... or a much earlier creation. (He was a short man with dark skin.)

I tell him that white people are new to earths surface, new creations.

But just as it was getting good... his friend interrupts me and totally makes me lose my train of thought. I get it back and continue with my explanation,

I started telling him that the black people were most likely the original race of earth but that we were all basically created as slaves. And the oriental race was another type of alien species.

But just as I start telling him about the black race, my brother turns on a small boombox next to his head, gets a funny look on his face and turns up the volume to drown out my words.

Unknown to me, a black man is in the back bedroom. He walks out of the hallway from my left to right and is carrying a couple of boxes. He is there to buy something. Looks like video games.

Now I realize why my brother turned up the radio, cause of this person.

The person shows what he's collected from the back room, and I flip.

My half brother is selling my Atari collection.

(In real life, I actually sold my entire Atari collection of 70 games, and all of the controllers back in the mid 90s for 50 dollars. Cost me well over 1200 dollars. Nice investment - 'eh?)

I get pissed.... boy am I angry... I'm chasing him around the house, thru the dining room, into the kitchen and then into the hallway... "WHY?" - "WHY?" - "WHY?" I keep saying. He is terrified of me.

Apparently he needed the money for drugs (cocaine I think).

(But in real life, back in the mid 80s, I WAS the one who sold all of my possessions... 2500 comics of my comic book collection, my coin collection and anything of value I had to feed my addiction. He never got addicted like me. I was the one afflicted, he was not.)

I catch him in the hallway and I grab him by the throat like he always did to me in real life when he would beat me.

I used my left hand and grabbed him firmly around the throat and started to lift him up off of the ground and pulled my right fist back to slam it into his face.

But I held back and instead of hitting him, I dropped him onto the hallway floor. He struggled to get up.

What I remember the most is how scared and terrified he looked.

Then my gfs alarm went off and I woke up.


Note: I'd like to add, that I woke up in a good mood and my spirit feels strong.

WHENEVER this happens... whenever my spirit grows stronger, whenever I'm in a decent mood, she causes problems, gets mean and nasty and turns sour on me.

She is being so mean to me this morning. It totally sucks, but I'm not gonna let her get to me.

Happy Valentines Day I guess!

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Posted: Feb 15 2005, 12:37 AM
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Hey SubVolitional, thanks again smileNew4.gif I like your take on dream interpretation--focusing on the reality based and inner emotional and social aspects. I remember a friend of mine used to have one of those huge dream dictionaries, I never understood how any of that worked. I'd always figured that if my mind wanted to use symbolism, it would stick with symbols that I've learned and understand. At any rate, if there's anything to that method, I have yet to see it.


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Shows me that you have acclimated to not responding to people, even when you are very aware of their presence(I could be wrong)


While that doesn't sound much like me today, it does sound like me a long time ago, particularly in my childhood. I was more or less brought up on the "don't speak unless spoken to" system until I got older, when I was often accused of being just plain rude for ignoring people. But I was never trying to be rude to them, or make them feel ignored, or that I wasn't interested in them, it was just that my communication skills pretty much consisted of being told to shut up! I was always much more sensitive as a kid (and still am, actually), so childhood was tons of fun....anyways....

I'm not so much like that anymore, unless I'm with a large group of people who I don't know well and can't relate to, in which case the old instincts and programming tend to kick in. I still find approaching new people difficult, but it's one of those things that I've had to learn to do.


Hmm, I recall that at the beginning of the dream, it felt somewhat movie-like, but it didn't take long for me to settle into it and really become that person to the point that I forgot that I even existed.

Now that I've reflected on it a little bit more, this part actually makes some sort of sense -- I spent the majority of my life very detached from myself, to the point where every aspect of life seemed surreal. Old coping mechanisms run amuck coupled with long time substance abuse flyhigh.gif (been looking for a reason to use that emoticon!). I still slip back into that occasionally, but when I do, the state of detachment feels strange and uncomfortable, rather than normal.

I'm still not sure what the purpose of the plane was though, 9/11 didn't really affect me much (the people killed, yes, but the event itself not so much). I damn near got myself lynched shortly after it happened for saying that while it's tragic that so many lost their lives, these kinds of things are daily occurences around the world (I would have probably been killed if I was an American! blinkNEW.gif) What affects me most isn't 9/11 itself, but the conspiracy behind it and the atrocities that have happened in its name.


Anyways, happy Valentine's day ROTATINGHEART.GIF

er...well, it was technically still Valentine's day when I started writing this out, at any rate, too bad I can't think, evaluate, reword and proofread all at the same time as quickly as I can type smileNew4.gif

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Posted: Feb 15 2005, 02:24 AM
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I think I'll try my hand at this...I would still consider myself in a relatively early learning stage when it comes to dreams, so I mean this more as an outside perspective to rebound your own reflections off of than anything else.

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From the Subconscious Mind of PuPP:

Sorry no more details for that one - hehehe

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Ahem... getting serious now...

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The person shows what he's collected from the back room, and I flip.

My half brother is selling my Atari collection.........

.....Apparently he needed the money for drugs (cocaine I think).

(But in real life, back in the mid 80s, I WAS the one who sold all of my possessions... 2500 comics of my comic book collection, my coin collection and anything of value I had to feed my addiction. He never got addicted like me. I was the one afflicted, he was not.)


(I know first-hand how deeply personal a struggle with addiction can be, so I apologize if any assumptions that I make here are insensitive to you PuPP)

While it may be us who give up the things we hold dear, whatever they might be, to fuel an addiction, it's often difficult to really consider it our own actions. Between the fact that our need for drugs often dictates most of our actions, and the reasons we feel the need to escape reality to the point of addiction in the first place (ie childhood trauma due to the cruelty of others), it's hard to claim ourselves fully responsible. Personally, I don't feel that claiming full responsibility is necessary -- there's a fine line between responsibility and beating ourselves over the head with self-blame. I've seen many people in recovery going from blaming everybody else to hoisting the weight of the world on their shoulders and claiming that EVERY problem they've ever had is 100% their fault in some way or another -- neither is healthy IMO. Anyways, I have lots to say on that but that's for another time, just wanted to make clear that what I see in this portion of your dream isn't a bad thing.

If your half-brother introduced you to drugs or was someone you used with frequently, that would explain quite a bit about him selling your things in this dream. If not, then I'm not sure what his involvement means, but I'd imagine you have the answer to that one.

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I catch him in the hallway and I grab him by the throat like he always did to me in real life when he would beat me.


This reminds me of the dream you posted earlier involving Troy. The actions may be more intense, but it strikes me as a similar situation...

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I used my left hand and grabbed him firmly around the throat and started to lift him up off of the ground and pulled my right fist back to slam it into his face.

But I held back and instead of hitting him, I dropped him onto the hallway floor. He struggled to get up.


I think this pretty much speaks for itself -- you aren't afraid, and won't be pushed around anymore, but you won't stoop to their level and bring them harm.


Hope I could help a little bit, just my two cents smileNew4.gif




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Posted: Feb 15 2005, 03:34 AM
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Awww thanks Nightshade, and no, you didn't come off as insensitive or condensending at all.

Words are very powerful and I can really get a feel from people and almost see inside their soul with how they express themselves.

Maybe one day I'll share my sexual dreams, they are pretty bizarre, but I try and run a clean forum, ya know - hehehe

Yes, I refuse to stoop to their level and inflict pain, even though they truly deserve it and I also refuse to be afraid or intimidated ever again.

Even in real life. I don't care how big someone is.

Though, recently, a couple of months ago, I was woken up from deep sleep, an afternoon nap, suffering a minor depression, and there was a blue eyed marshmallow (obese) Hispanic guy at my door and it really messed me up.

He puffed away on 4 chemical cigarettes while standing on my patio, as I gagged of course and held my breath, while repeatedly asking to come in to my apt and wanted any stereos, tvs, computers or anything of value I had. I got scared - heart was pounding! Of course, I went outside and never let him in.

He had another guy waiting by the car and I thought for sure I was gonna get mugged, and when I first wake up, the last thing I want is physical activity.... 'er unless it's the good kind - hehehe

After that visit, since I do not own a gun and do not like them, I took some of the donation money and went out and bought a 300,000 volt stun gun.

I wrote up the visit in a thread in case something happened to me. Titled "I was just threatened" I think I moved it to the Welcome Wagon section. Maybe I should move it to You Gotta See This section... and pin it.

Anyways, this blue eyed cigarette smoking marsmallow man named Jose had come to collect on a debt I owed for chemically laced brickweed smuggled in from Mexico that was fronted to me over a 5 year period by a black eyed Hispanic marshallow man named Guillermo.

Besides being a marshmallow person, Guillermo had real female breasts - fricken bizarre - I considered him an abomination of humanity.

Guillermo used me to store his pot at my apt and one time he also stored 1/4 lb of cocaine against my wishes, but at the time, I was too weak and allowed that poison into my home.

I actually screwed up and after about 13 years (Notice the symbolic number) of being clean, one night while drunk back in 1999, I sucked up 1-1/4 oz of cocaine (about 35 grams). I was awake for 3 days, I was actually peeing orange and it almost killed me.

I honestly believe that was the goal - to kill me. But lucky for me, my body was still strong enough and I survived.

I paid off the coke debt by selling my car, but he continued to pump me pounds of pot and I smoked so much of the stuff, besides all of the rip off deals, seeds and stems and low grade crap, I soon found myself in debt for 3 grand.

Then he brought more crack into my home and I stored it in my safe.

But I had already realized what he was trying to do and did not touch it this time.

Satans - Tempters are all around us and live among us.

During my nightmares of 2002, guess who was in them, feeding me crack cocaine?

Yup, Guillermo!

The nightmares of 2002 were truly frightening.

I have never been that afraid in my dreams since I was small child and lived with the alcoholic, abusive, barrel chested, hazel eyed, genius step father who loved to come in late at night and grab me by my hair and yank me out of the top bunk of our bunkbeds, headfirst, straight to the floor. Back in the 1960s bunkbeds were much higher, I could touch the ceiling without sitting up all the way in bed.

I'd go to school with an egg on my forehead the size of a mans fist.

And back then, the cops or the courts wouldn't or couldn't help us.

Oh, and in 2002, Carrot Top, the comedian was also in my nightmares, feeding me a crack pipe from inside the shower. - Talk about Bizarre again!

Now, the only thing I can think of for Carrot Top being in my dreams was that THEY are another species of hybrids (The pale skinned redheads) that are here interbreeding on earth. And are part of the mind manipulation. Khazars?

I recently read about Easter Island - I'll make a post soon for it - and it states there were 3 types of humans discovered on Easter Island when the explorers arrived. Brown skinned, red skinned and pale skinned red heads.

The interbreeding program and colonization has been going on for quite some time while slaughtering hundreds of millions of earths natives.

We have basically been replaced and interbred with.

Sorry, for rambling, but this stuff just flowed out of me.

Thanks for reading.... or not.

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P.S. I'm surrounded here by the hybrids too and they know that I know, they seem to be able to read my mind - yeah, sounds insane, see image above. heh

They are a combination of reptilians and marsmallow people - I think the marshmallow people are more of an aquatic species.

Most seem to be nice folks. And of course, They all know I would never hurt them, unless they try and harm me.




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Posted: Feb 15 2005, 06:17 PM
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Hey Sub Volitional, wow, we're keeping ya busy here.


Wow, place got busy all of a sudden!! Awesome!! It's been awhile, but work has been fun( I hope it rains tomorrow so I don't have to go!)

At any rate.......

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Hey SubVolitional, thanks again  I like your take on dream interpretation--focusing on the reality based and inner emotional and social aspects. I remember a friend of mine used to have one of those huge dream dictionaries, I never understood how any of that worked. I'd always figured that if my mind wanted to use symbolism, it would stick with symbols that I've learned and understand. At any rate, if there's anything to that method, I have yet to see it.

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Right on, I appreciate the feedback. My angle was to go about and find a logical perspective because there are many different ideologies/religions/fill in the blank"this is the answer," But everyone dreams!! So what is the common ground? People are the common ground and evolution is proven. Seems logical. The kicker seems to be the interpretations, as they are contingent on the personal life of the individual........many factors go in to the personality of any given human and a lot of it isn't known to the analyzer(unless you can analyze yourself, which is primarily the goal with this thread...).

Your take on dream dictionaries are right on, imo.

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While that doesn't sound much like me today, it does sound like me a long time ago, particularly in my childhood.


This is important in that you get to exercise your memories..........by accessing memory you consciously become more aware of how events transpire around you. Right on.

I like your analysis..........the point where you referenced "Troy," that helps illustrate the cumulative nature of dreams and the recurrances that usually get lost in the mix due to the change in subject and charachters.........now if we can get Pupp to join in.......I'll post some of my dreams in the near future and see what you guys come up with.....

A few points on this dream though......not trying to undermine you NightShade, just trying to keep up the flow of conversation........


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) Sexual dream during the night, early AM hours; trying to have sex with my gf but unsuccessful. Sorry no more details for that one - hehehe


This is self-explanatory; I'm going to have to decide not to agree with NightShade......Pupp, you are very charitable in refraining from further explanation here.......whew!

By the way, I like how you try to provide background on yourself......it helps to understand more........also, I'm not sure if I stated this already but it might prove interesting to catalog your initial conscious thoughts in reaction to the dream, i.e. what do you feel, what does it remind you of, etc......personal endeavor of course.


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I'm explaining to my brother the orgins of us on Earth.


Continuing the trend of having people in your social structure not accepting some of your thoughts.........you do center on "alternative subject matter," ironic, since a lot of stuff here is based in truth. At any rate, this is pretty much, imo, representative of you trying to explain things upon unwilling ears. Maybe, some people don't want to hear the truth.........

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But just as I start telling him about the black race, my brother turns on a small boombox next to his head, gets a funny look on his face and turns up the volume to drown out my words.


This tells me that you percieve that your brother will not entertain the notions you have.........have you decided to stop trying to explain your thoughts to him?

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My half brother is selling my Atari collection.

(In real life, I actually sold my entire Atari collection of 70 games, and all of the controllers back in the mid 90s for 50 dollars. Cost me well over 1200 dollars. Nice investment - 'eh?)


Just a thought, maybe you identify yourself with your brother.....admire/respect/or the opposite thereof.......that might help you understand why you "switched identities.

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I get pissed.... boy am I angry... I'm chasing him around the house, thru the dining room, into the kitchen and then into the hallway... "WHY?" - "WHY?" - "WHY?" I keep saying. He is terrified of me.


Important as there is you asking the question of all questions.....why. The addendum here though is that you seem to have yelled it and thus would indicate that the asking of why is stemming from a deep-seated frustration. This would be a question(not a specific one) that you had a while ago and has never been answered.......you would need to maybe reflect on periods of change, you have already stated the difficulties of 2002/2003, are there any others? Though most likely not as impactive as that one they are important as well. All periods of personal change are responsible for your current state and should be reflected on as well......they might hold the reasons for frustration...........




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him in the hallway and I grab him by the throat like he always did to me in real life when he would beat me.


Like NightShade said......you might equate some motivating factor to your brother for the situations you found yourself in. Though if he beat you in real life(was it when you were growing up?), then the dream representation is most likely because of those times. Still, why this particular situation would arise in your dreams now is worthy of some reflection.......


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Though, recently, a couple of months ago, I was woken up from deep sleep, an afternoon nap, suffering a minor depression, and there was a blue eyed marshmallow (obese) Hispanic guy at my door and it really messed me up.


This could have something to do with your concerns.....I would search for resolution as something of this nature where you end up feeling out of control will affect you for awhile.......loss of control is a powerful feeling in that it will get accentuated in subsequent times of stress......it would be good to get a lock on that to the point of being able to *sigh relief* Good Luck.......I got your support right here(as do your fellow "Pupps Theories members)

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Oh, and in 2002, Carrot Top, the comedian was also in my nightmares, feeding me a crack pipe from inside the shower. - Talk about Bizarre again!


I'm just going to state for the record that Carrottop is evil............seriously, I think that this illustrates the effect of mainstream media on our subconscious.........Bizarre because it is!!!!! Our brains take in a whole lot of information and it is bound to get caught up with the inanities at times.

In closing I also want to state that I think this thread rocks........I'll post some of my dreams and see what you guys come up with........


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Posted: Feb 15 2005, 07:02 PM
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Hey Sub Volitional, thanks for being you!

Yes, my brother loved to hurt me when we were growing up. He thrived on it. He'd get this look in his eyes and his tongue would sort of roll and stick to his teeth just before he was going to inflict pain.

HE IS NOT LIKE ME - Though we are half brothers.

I had 2 more bizarre dreams this morning. One I wrote up already and I may post it later, gotta fix the typos and add more details still but it's pretty strange and it deals with me and a small bull type creature battling... but then I went back to bed and had a 2nd dream... a horrible cocaine dream that my half brother was in and the person in my Bizarre Photos thread was also there...
(see Bizarre Photos in this Paranormal Section - there are two threads, one has more info... the guy was a blue eyed pale skinned demon??? who didn't appear in the photo.)

I have NOT thought about this person, and yet he was in my 2nd dream this morning. In my dream, which I have not written up yet, I was so angry at him, I had him on the ground and put my knee onto his neck. I really tried to hurt him, which is so unlike me.

But I think I really wanted to kill him.

Now understand, I do NOT desire that cocaine poison or even think about it other than these dream posts.

Now... Pot, marijuana, maybe... but NOT cocaine. The evil ones are reading these posts or my text... YES, they do that and have been monitoring me for quite some time.

THEY can see right into my apt here, thru the walls or they have mini cameras everywhere... it's enough to drive a person insane, and yes, I'm already halfway there.
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I have some sort of protection, or you wouldn't even be reading my words and this site wouldn't exist.

I'll fix my typos and post my one dream, maybe even the 2nd one, depends on how I feel.

I do NOT like the fact that what I post is being used against me, and I do NOT believe my mind is creating these nightmares.

If I was in total control, my dreams would be of me running thru green fields with long, dark haired, bronze skinned women who do not have hairy thighs.

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Posted: Feb 15 2005, 07:13 PM
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Also, just before, earlier that night (I sleep at odd times), I had another weird dream that had another old pot connection in it... a jew named Gary and his wife. But she wasn't the fat blue eyed hog (marshmallow person) she was in real life in the dream. She was a hotty.

Also another old former friend Laura (another marshmallow person) was in the dream. It was another totally bizarre dream.

I didn't write it up, but I still remember most of it.

I think I may have to refrain from writing these dreams up as it merely seems to let THEM know THEY are getting into my mind.

We'll see how tonight goes.

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Posted: Feb 15 2005, 11:42 PM
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Maybe one day I'll share my sexual dreams, they are pretty bizarre, but I try and run a clean forum, ya know - hehehe


Erm...it's alright, I was just joking on that one blinkNEW.gif I get some mighty strange ones fairly regularly, but it would probably be best if I spared you guys and kept them to myself lol.gif

Something you might find interesting, the name Guillermo would have reminded me of marshmallows even if you hadn't mentioned them. I speak fluent French (although it's getting rusty over the years from lack of use...), and the French word for marshmallow is Guimauve. The French version of the name "William" is Guillaume, which sounds quite similar to marshmallow. There was a William in my class throughout elementary school, and he looked quite a bit like a marshmallow. Consequently, the other kids called him Guimauve for years. I would imagine that Guillermo is the Spanish equivalent of William.

Pupp, I know all too well what it's like to have an abusive step-father hugs.gif

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The interbreeding program and colonization has been going on for quite some time while slaughtering hundreds of millions of earths natives.

We have basically been replaced and interbred with.


I wonder....how many of us are actually 100% Earth human...I can't imagine that it's very many.

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P.S. I'm surrounded here by the hybrids too and they know that I know, they seem to be able to read my mind - yeah, sounds insane, see image above. heh


Honestly, I think the craziest people are the ones who are convinced that they're completely sane. But then, who am I to talk, my medical records have certified lunatic stamped all over them crazy.gif

I've been certain that my mind and thoughts are far from private since my earliest memories -- I can feel it when they're listening the same way people feel when someone's staring at them, only amplified. I have some empathic abilities myself that go well above and beyond body language and other such things that science tries to attribute this to, as well as some (very) basic telepathic abilities with people I'm close to. I first discovered the latter in 2002, Laz (Taranis, my other half) and I were listening to C2C late one night and decided it would be fun to experiment a little with communicating telepathically. It started as more of a game than anything else, but we both ended up quite thoroughly shocked by the results. Funny thing is, when it comes to that sort of communication, I'm the opposite of what I usually am. I'm much more of a listenner than I am a talker, but when it comes to thought communication, I'm considerably better at projecting my thoughts clearly than I am at receiving them. I found this somewhat odd, considering my nature and how easily I pick up on peoples' emotions.

(Slight edit, telepathic is more the word I'm looking for here)

Er, what I meant to say before getting into that little rant is that I don't think it's crazy at all to think that others might be reading your mind.

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This is important in that you get to exercise your memories..........by accessing memory you consciously become more aware of how events transpire around you. Right on.

This one was a bit of a brain fart for me after reading your feedback. scratchinghead.gif

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now if we can get Pupp to join in.......I'll post some of my dreams in the near future and see what you guys come up with.....

I'll try!

I'll also post some more dreams if I can manage to remember any of them, maybe I'll have better luck on the weekend when I can sit down and write them out upon waking up rather than racing out the door like a bat out of hell (a tired one, too, as you might gather from the times I usually post at...)

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A few points on this dream though......not trying to undermine you NightShade, just trying to keep up the flow of conversation........

Heh, don't worry about that -- I was hoping Pupp would get a second opinion on that one. Besides, it's your thread! At any rate, I see what I wrote more as an outside perspective than an interpretation. Each perspective from which you can see is another set of tools with which to form your own analysis. The more perspectives, the more you have to reflect with and the better an understanding you can acheive

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In closing I also want to state that I think this thread rocks........I'll post some of my dreams and see what you guys come up with........


I have to agree, this is probably my favorite thread scoping.gif

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Posted: Feb 18 2005, 08:15 AM
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Now understand, I do NOT desire that cocaine poison or even think about it other than these dream posts.

From Pupp


I don't think that you do........but then, why do you dream about it? This is the seeming paradox that makes dreams so indiscernable......they don't follow a rhyme or reason, or at least not of the typical sort that our minds have become accustomed to dealing with.

But remember, if you will, the feeling of cocaine(I have had my experiences too.)
Cocaine is powerful because of the chemical reactions it induces in the body....

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After cocaine is introduced to the body it travels to reward areas of the brain: the ventral tegmental area (VTA), the nucleus accumbens and the prefrontal cortex. These areas are saturated with dopamine synapses. Normally, after dopamine is released in the synaptic cleft, it binds to the dopamine receptors; reuptake sites (protein transported structures) will utilize the rest of the neurotransmitter (dopamine). In the presence of cocaine the normal process of reuptaking is breached. Cocaine binds to the uptake sites, which leaves a higher concentration of dopamine in the synaptic cleft. The higher activation of dopamine receptors in the post-synaptic cell causes various intracellular changes, which ultimately lead to changes in firing patterns.


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Now, the unconscious mind isn't going to forget this unprecedented not often felt stimulus. Remember, dreams are the result of how you interpret your environment and in this case, you went through a series of interpretations in a short amount of time; the nature of cocaine is the euphoria/comedown/rinse and repeat. This type of extreme action on a biological/cellular level is what caused you to feel and think the way you did. How you feel and how you thought can be viewed as the associations for the drug. The showcasing of the drug in your dreams can represent all or parts of this series of thoughts/reactions. Understanding which is a task for the objective mind to view the context of your dream; i.e. what else happened and how could it relate to now, then, or when. Don't view cocaine as evil as that mindset is of the reactive mind and will prevent you from analyzing the events clearly.......you don't want to tinge the other portions of those associations negatively if they don't deserve to be viewed that way.


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...and I do NOT believe my mind is creating these nightmares.


at the very least, your mind is still interpreting those nightmares.....at this point, whether or not your creating them is immaterial, right? Like I have said, the key to controling yourself is to understand yourself......


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I think I may have to refrain from writing these dreams up as it merely seems to let THEM know THEY are getting into my mind.


If they do their job at half-efficiency they will get into your mind.........once you understand that, it's all over for them. The fact that they are getting to you and are in your head is their biggest weapon......it's a tough one to get over and infinetely reinforceable. So let them have it. What will change? Well, for starters, once you decide to not care how much they are in your head you can work on learning and expanding your thought base......they can't stop you from that. They can only hope to influence you. With a better understanding of yourself comes confidence and all of a sudden they can't even do that any more. I urge you to relax and think about that. The biggest weapon they have is your mind against yourself........concede the point to gain the victory.

That is my take, based in my experience.

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Continuing my gratuitous use of smileys......... teleport.gif chinscratch.gif ShockedMouse.gif

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Posted: Feb 18 2005, 08:24 AM
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But then, who am I to talk, my medical records have certified lunatic stamped all over them

From Night Shade


Same here......it's to the point where my co-workers know of my insanity........highly inconvenient from a social aspect.......kind of why I like the internet so much.........

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This is important in that you get to exercise your memories..........by accessing memory you consciously become more aware of how events transpire around you. Right on.


This one was a bit of a brain fart for me after reading your feedback.


Just tryin' to say that reflection is a positive thing......I was probably being redundant....my bad.

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Posted: Feb 18 2005, 09:46 AM
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Hey Nightshade, I had no idea about Guillermo and marshmallow. Interesting indeed. He IS an abomination of humanity. It doesn't mean he's evil, he is battling his own demons most likely and I would never seek to physically harm him or his accomplices unless in self defense of course.

My days of turning the other cheek are over.

Glad you agree about Carrot Top, though I did think his comedy routine was at times very funny, he just creeps me out now whenever I see him.

I am also creeped out if I watch cable tv news (FOX/MSN/CNN) or even local news, THEY all give me the creeps as THEY smile and lie to my face.

It just upsets me sooo much!

So, I don't watch the news and I feel better.



Hey SubVolitional, after I posted those recent dreams I have had the best sleep in weeks. No dreams, or any ones that I can remember.

Now you must realize, my dreams recently were SO REAL and vivid and lucid that it was almost frightening, but I was NOT afraid. And I had almost total recall as you can tell by my elaborate texts.

But the cocaine/crack dreams are a definite ATTACK on me and my spirit/soul.

Satans Tempters are hard at work and I FULLY believe THEY can get into our minds. But like you said...
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If they do their job at half-efficiency they will get into your mind.........once you understand that, it's all over for them. The fact that they are getting to you and are in your head is their biggest weapon......it's a tough one to get over and infinetely reinforceable. So let them have it. What will change? Well, for starters, once you decide to not care how much they are in your head you can work on learning and expanding your thought base......they can't stop you from that. They can only hope to influence you. With a better understanding of yourself comes confidence and all of a sudden they can't even do that any more. I urge you to relax and think about that. The biggest weapon they have is your mind against yourself........concede the point to gain the victory.

Most excellant WORDS!

But... I DO NOT WANT THEM IN MY HEAD ANYMORE!

YES, I am not going to let them influence me!

As Pat Benatar said: "We will be invincible, and with the power of conviction, there is no sacrifice"

I have one more dream I partially wrote up about my battle with a horned bull beast the other night. I'll share it soon.

Thanks Sub Volitional us straightjacket.gif gotta stick together!
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Posted: Feb 21 2005, 12:35 PM
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All Right......here goes.........

A dream from last night........

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Seekout a room which contained a middle-aged woman/asian descent.  The room at first was like a music room, and then later it looked more like an apartment.  I forgot what I was trying to say to her but she tries to comfort me by offering to put on a video cassette......I notice a music set and ask her if it really works and she says only if you play them enough.  The title that drew my attention was "memory" but as I looked at it I saw that it really sais, "string theory," or,"string memory."  That leads me to say something about guitars and I see that she has one leaning against the wall.....I begin to play and notice the guitar has buttons....it is difficult to reach around the neck and try to press three buttons at the same time!!!!

The woman then recieves a phone call......but I know the phone call is meant to discuss my whereabouts.  Moments later a guy(reminds me of my Uncle Wayne) comes to the apartment and knocks on the door.....he is trying to get me but one of the weapons is a feather duster(?!?).......as I'm going out the door he throws a bean sac at me and I laugh, saying, "what, did you just want to see something hit me?"  The last thing I remember is running up a muddy hill and he begins to sprint and catch up to me but slips at the last second.......I laugh hysterically as I look back towards the muddy road and notice that my pace is steady...


There you go......a piece of me out on a limb for all of you to point and make fun or just to throw virtual pieces of rotten fruit......lol2.gif






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Posted: Feb 21 2005, 10:41 PM
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Hey SubVolitional,
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Nah, I can't make fun of ya, even if you were in the mud and getting bean bags thrown at you while using a feather duster as a weapon and trying to play a guitar with 3 buttons.

I didn't dream or recall my dreams for a few days, but then they started up again.

The other night, I must have had 5 or 6 dreams but I'm not gonna share them all... too much for my weary head.

I will share the battle with the bull soon as that one is probably symbolic.

But one of the dreams I had the other night... I was sitting down with 3 nice old reptilian ladies who were very sweet and we were having a nice conversation. I liked them. But their faces would be considered hideous to most people, but not to me. I've learned not to be afraid or offended just because someone looks different.

What matters is what's in your heart and how you treat others and Earth itself.

Ok, now go easy with that feather duster weapon!

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Posted: Feb 22 2005, 12:09 AM
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Now where's that rotten fruit flinging emoticon I'm looking for...?

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Alas, you'll need to find someone better at this than I to make any sense of this one. But guitar dreams are always good in my books, at least until I wake up and start playing and sound dismal in comparison to my dreams, where I can play like Marty Friedman, Dave Murray and Chris DeGarmo combined into one super being jam.gif

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Just tryin' to say that reflection is a positive thing......I was probably being redundant....my bad.

It's alright, I probably should have worded that a little (a lot smileNew4.gif ) better--what I meant was that your observations and feedback led me to reflect on an important part of my life that I'd more or less shoved in a corner and forgotten about, and everything made a lot more sense afterwards (hence the brain fart).

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What matters is what's in your heart and how you treat others and Earth itself.

So true, it needs repeating face.gif

I still haven't been able to recall any dreams, been too stressed I think, but I'll be sure to post 'em up if I do....let us know if you can make any sense of that dream of yours, I'm curious now smileNew4.gif (I promise I'll hold back on the fruit flinging!)

...you would probably never guess it now, but I used to really hate emoticons crazy.gif (this guy's definitely my favorite, the first one to make me audibly laugh!)




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